First, I know it has been quite a bit since my last post. I did warn you at the start I would be terribly inconsistent. I was home and went back and came home again in the time since my last post. I've struggled with my own aimless path, frustration and restlessness. I've tried to … Continue reading frustration.
Tag: only child
well hello there…
I did warn you that I would fall off the blogging wagon here early on so you knew to expect it...but here I am again. Some days I get so tired of everything sucking that I can't stand to hear myself think never mind carry on a conversation about how ridiculous this or that is. … Continue reading well hello there…
how do you mourn someone you never met?
April fools day is fitting... today is the day my father passed away in 2004. Nearly 20 years ago, and a man I don't remember meeting ever and every year this day comes and the same feeling descends upon me. How do I mourn a man I've never met but that is a part of … Continue reading how do you mourn someone you never met?
Long goodbyes….
are one of my least favorite things. It's been a whirlwind today as I have been preparing to go back home for a few weeks. Setting mom and Stanley up for success has been my goal and I think I've done all I can do at this point. I love that pets are allowed and … Continue reading Long goodbyes….
at least I don’t work at a fork factory…
Today started with finances... balancing, paying, filing... a lot of math. All the things I love least about adulting. I was just eating my daily 'big salad' and I noticed the back of the fork said 'Stainless China' and all I could think was at least I don't work in a fork factory in China. … Continue reading at least I don’t work at a fork factory…
sunday, Sunday, SUNDAY
Well, we've made it through another week! I landed back in NC two weeks ago today. Time flies when you're having fun! I accomplished some things I had hoped to and others are still on the list and that is ok. I've had a little time to connect/reconnect update some folks in my own life … Continue reading sunday, Sunday, SUNDAY
don’t lose yourself…
Someone said to me the other day, or maybe it was yesterday... idk anymore the days just keep melding together. anyway, they said 'don't lose yourself'. I can understand what they are saying but things sometimes make sense in theory but not in practice. trust me, I don't want to "lose myself" I finally live … Continue reading don’t lose yourself…